Shalom and night~
Wednesday, July 06, 2011
losing sight...
lately, i have being a bit laid back and at times, i lost sight of my purpose of life. I know there are things that i have to accomplish and burdens to carry, but i just seem to be too distracted from my current lifestyle. I guess I'm just trying to procrastinate my so-called 'duties' as a human being on earth. Sometimes, we do not know what we want, even if you were to ask me, what is it that i really want... well, i would say 'i don't know'... is that how life's supposed to be? Deep down in my heart, i know it's not, everyone has a purpose of life, the thing is that whether you realize that purpose or not. Time is not waiting for anyone, and as a spiritual follower, we know we do not have time to lose. Someone out there needs us, but we are just too accustomed to our life that we somehow ignore their cries. Life is about winning a race, you keep chasing for something, and one day, you will know what you are reaching for.
Tuesday, October 12, 2010
Juz to express...
Some people are juz f*cking irritating because she thinks she's the center of the world.
When you think that you deserve more care and love from others, ask yourself are you lovable?
People don't just hate you for no reasons unless they're juz out of jealousy. Try to analyze your personality before you grumble or being pathetic.
The way you talk, the attitude, the manner, the gestures... think of who you are in the eyes of others to know how much you are disliked.
If you are demanding someone to act the way you want, don't forget that people are demanding you too.
Lastly, shut the hell up if you can't say something constructive. Frankly speaking, no one would care how you think so just mind your own business!
P/S: some people are just hopeless!!!
When you think that you deserve more care and love from others, ask yourself are you lovable?
People don't just hate you for no reasons unless they're juz out of jealousy. Try to analyze your personality before you grumble or being pathetic.
The way you talk, the attitude, the manner, the gestures... think of who you are in the eyes of others to know how much you are disliked.
If you are demanding someone to act the way you want, don't forget that people are demanding you too.
Lastly, shut the hell up if you can't say something constructive. Frankly speaking, no one would care how you think so just mind your own business!
P/S: some people are just hopeless!!!
Thursday, August 12, 2010
There it goes again...
Sometimes we think too highly of ourselves...
i think i can make it...
i think i can do it...
i think i am going to...
i think i will never...
the funny thing about humans is that we think and act differently, where's the integrity? don't tell me YOU don't because i'm gonna make you think back and smiled.
For instance:
'i will never be tempted!' and the next thing, you took that bite! while your mind's telling you 'oh, it's just a bite, won't do you any harm...' haha you will never gonna take on the first step and therefore achieve nothing! (smile)
the above is just an example, i'm sure you can think of many... especially when you made a promise with someone and broke it. (smile again)
i think i can make it...
i think i can do it...
i think i am going to...
i think i will never...
the funny thing about humans is that we think and act differently, where's the integrity? don't tell me YOU don't because i'm gonna make you think back and smiled.
For instance:
'i will never be tempted!' and the next thing, you took that bite! while your mind's telling you 'oh, it's just a bite, won't do you any harm...' haha you will never gonna take on the first step and therefore achieve nothing! (smile)
the above is just an example, i'm sure you can think of many... especially when you made a promise with someone and broke it. (smile again)
Thursday, February 25, 2010
SEX
People commit premarital sex because of various reasons.
Love? Don't give me that shit caz LOVE don't hurt the woman you love.
Fun? Sex is not a toy, although some guys out there think so...
Fear? So she just wanna fix things up by having sex with her bastard boyfriend.
Void? first of all, is it your soul that is lonely or your body is horny?
Temptation? i know we are all humans, and humans just make mistakes. BUT! No one's forcing on you to spread your legs or take off your pants, just turn away and said 'NO!', is that so hard??? it's just N-O, NO!
Curious? let me suggest you another more extreme challenge: why not try to kill yourself or get yourself killed to know how death feels like.
Money? no offense, so that's how you value yourself.
He? get a life woman, you're the one who seduce him.
She? get a life man, you're the one who can't take your eyes off her.
Stupidity? yep, u betcha!
On that special night, when you lie on the bed with your beloved man/woman by your side, she/he asked you, "honey, this is the most amazing night for me because i have saved the best for the only one, that is my complete soul and body."
YOU who had lost your virginity with someone you can't even remember his/her face, I'm wondering how are you gonna response....
Think twice, once it's gone, it's forever gone.
Disclaimer: The above is just my own thinking and concepts so no offense. If you did read this article somehow by any chance, hope you like it:)
Love? Don't give me that shit caz LOVE don't hurt the woman you love.
Fun? Sex is not a toy, although some guys out there think so...
Fear? So she just wanna fix things up by having sex with her bastard boyfriend.
Void? first of all, is it your soul that is lonely or your body is horny?
Temptation? i know we are all humans, and humans just make mistakes. BUT! No one's forcing on you to spread your legs or take off your pants, just turn away and said 'NO!', is that so hard??? it's just N-O, NO!
Curious? let me suggest you another more extreme challenge: why not try to kill yourself or get yourself killed to know how death feels like.
Money? no offense, so that's how you value yourself.
He? get a life woman, you're the one who seduce him.
She? get a life man, you're the one who can't take your eyes off her.
Stupidity? yep, u betcha!
On that special night, when you lie on the bed with your beloved man/woman by your side, she/he asked you, "honey, this is the most amazing night for me because i have saved the best for the only one, that is my complete soul and body."
YOU who had lost your virginity with someone you can't even remember his/her face, I'm wondering how are you gonna response....
Think twice, once it's gone, it's forever gone.
Disclaimer: The above is just my own thinking and concepts so no offense. If you did read this article somehow by any chance, hope you like it:)
Sunday, November 15, 2009
A Night
Late night in my room, lying on my bed, listening to oldies songs, try to set my mind at ease.
Many sleepless nights, i think of you. Missing you is what i do, it is part of my life now. Never had i thought of losing you, because we made an oath.
However, what we think of is not how we act subsequently. Lying to myself that everything's gonna be alright. Is Love enough to bond us together?
Home. I wish to create a home with you.
Dinner. I wish to cook a finest dinner just for you.
Movie. I wish to lie in your arms while watching our movie.
Bed. I wish to cuddle with you on our bed.
Dream. I wish to always have you in my dream.
Night. I wish to caress you the whole night.
End. I wish there is never an end with you.
I am so sentimental tonight, maybe because i miss you.
Sweet dreams, love.
Many sleepless nights, i think of you. Missing you is what i do, it is part of my life now. Never had i thought of losing you, because we made an oath.
However, what we think of is not how we act subsequently. Lying to myself that everything's gonna be alright. Is Love enough to bond us together?
Home. I wish to create a home with you.
Dinner. I wish to cook a finest dinner just for you.
Movie. I wish to lie in your arms while watching our movie.
Bed. I wish to cuddle with you on our bed.
Dream. I wish to always have you in my dream.
Night. I wish to caress you the whole night.
End. I wish there is never an end with you.
I am so sentimental tonight, maybe because i miss you.
Sweet dreams, love.
Monday, August 31, 2009
A Memorable Day
(I'm posting this blog prior to the exact day becaz i think i will be busy on that day.)
Happy 2nd Anniversary to myself and my lover, yee ung.
Unbelievable! we have been dating for 2 years now... i still remember when i first dated you, i told you that we might not be able to last for 2 years. Hehe... i never thought i can fall in love with someone for that long~~ maybe you are the Mr.Right for me^^
Dear, first of all, i want to express my gratitude to you for being a loving and supportive partner, also a good friend.
I thank you for not giving up on me since we are been apart now. We've gone through a lot within these 2 years, when i flashback, it's like reading a love novel. Our love is not just about romance and laughter, we share our sorrows together and resolve problems. We talk about your career, problems you face at work, my pressure and difficulties in studies, my relationships with friends, your family, my family, how much u miss me, how much i love u... we are like old buddy who rely on one another and been faithful in our relationship.
We are constantly falling in love to one another, learn to communicate even if we are not seeing each other face to face. We learn to cope with this uneasiness of been apart, we share stories, we talk about people we don't like, we comment on different issues...
Last but not least, i thank God foremost to grant me such a lovely and caring boyfriend. I never knew what i really want, but God know the best of what i want and therefore i have you, yee ung. You are the sweetest person i have ever met and you make me into somebody loved.
No matter how many more anniversaries we can celebrate, i treasure this moment with a seal of love and thanksgiving. By the grace of our Lord, Jesus Christ, Amen.
Dear, do not forget of our bottle of promises... i have it with me^^ we will reveal it together on 3/9/09 ok? muaks muaks muaks!
Happy 2nd Anniversary to myself and my lover, yee ung.
Unbelievable! we have been dating for 2 years now... i still remember when i first dated you, i told you that we might not be able to last for 2 years. Hehe... i never thought i can fall in love with someone for that long~~ maybe you are the Mr.Right for me^^
Dear, first of all, i want to express my gratitude to you for being a loving and supportive partner, also a good friend.
I thank you for not giving up on me since we are been apart now. We've gone through a lot within these 2 years, when i flashback, it's like reading a love novel. Our love is not just about romance and laughter, we share our sorrows together and resolve problems. We talk about your career, problems you face at work, my pressure and difficulties in studies, my relationships with friends, your family, my family, how much u miss me, how much i love u... we are like old buddy who rely on one another and been faithful in our relationship.
We are constantly falling in love to one another, learn to communicate even if we are not seeing each other face to face. We learn to cope with this uneasiness of been apart, we share stories, we talk about people we don't like, we comment on different issues...
Last but not least, i thank God foremost to grant me such a lovely and caring boyfriend. I never knew what i really want, but God know the best of what i want and therefore i have you, yee ung. You are the sweetest person i have ever met and you make me into somebody loved.
No matter how many more anniversaries we can celebrate, i treasure this moment with a seal of love and thanksgiving. By the grace of our Lord, Jesus Christ, Amen.
Dear, do not forget of our bottle of promises... i have it with me^^ we will reveal it together on 3/9/09 ok? muaks muaks muaks!
Friday, June 12, 2009
What's ahead?
2009.... a year full of devastation, weariness, plannings and what's more, it's my final year~~
i dun wanna think how am i gonna survive in the world out there caz i dun even know how am i gonna get to the outside.
i know that we have to take that step, to see beyond the boundaries and grab any opportunities juz to get a living... it's a headache~ like who shuld u listen to, where shuld u go, which do u have to choose, what do they wan or i wan~~ we need to learn to stand on our feet.
There may be people around you who try to decide how you shuld do, but r u gonna let them take charge of ur life ? No one is in charge of ur life and u're on ur own. Except that we all belong to God and he takes charge of our everything.
Well, it's kinda frustrating to have to bear the pressure poeple put on u when u wanna avoid it? I know we, teenagers, are obliged to meet the uncertainty but cn't u juz give us a break? a peace of mind? so that we can see clearly where shuld we go n doin it in our own ways.
Clarifying wn't do, actions muz be taken to show your sincerity, that's the problem we facing here. We reject other's opinions while manifesting our own way of doing things, but in the end we don't get anything done. All we do is bullshitting... damn hurt!
Therefore, here's a conclusion i make, if i'm gonna walk ahead, then i will pray for God's guidance and juz walk! dun look back, juz walk.... hope that every thing's fine.
What's ahead, future? or dead-end? or maybe another cross way...
i dun wanna think how am i gonna survive in the world out there caz i dun even know how am i gonna get to the outside.
i know that we have to take that step, to see beyond the boundaries and grab any opportunities juz to get a living... it's a headache~ like who shuld u listen to, where shuld u go, which do u have to choose, what do they wan or i wan~~ we need to learn to stand on our feet.
There may be people around you who try to decide how you shuld do, but r u gonna let them take charge of ur life ? No one is in charge of ur life and u're on ur own. Except that we all belong to God and he takes charge of our everything.
Well, it's kinda frustrating to have to bear the pressure poeple put on u when u wanna avoid it? I know we, teenagers, are obliged to meet the uncertainty but cn't u juz give us a break? a peace of mind? so that we can see clearly where shuld we go n doin it in our own ways.
Clarifying wn't do, actions muz be taken to show your sincerity, that's the problem we facing here. We reject other's opinions while manifesting our own way of doing things, but in the end we don't get anything done. All we do is bullshitting... damn hurt!
Therefore, here's a conclusion i make, if i'm gonna walk ahead, then i will pray for God's guidance and juz walk! dun look back, juz walk.... hope that every thing's fine.
What's ahead, future? or dead-end? or maybe another cross way...
Friday, June 05, 2009
1st blog in Perth :p
After ages had passed, i'm bck again to eblogger... for new updates check my facebook.
What i wanna say is " Get a Life bitches~!!! "
damn it... i so wanna shout this in front of her face! but thn i'm a lady, lady does not say foul words hoho...
Alrite, there's tis gurl, who's my hsmate now in Perth. I hate her because of 3 reasons:
1, She's a bitch.
2, She's so fake.
3, She's a back-stabber
She's a bitch becaz she has annoying voice and everything cm out from her mouth are nonesense and rubbish! She talks like she's the big boss or leader and what makes me digusted is that the other gurls in my unit actuali like her and follow watever she says~ damn! can u gurls be more like dogs?? or bitches?? Have a pieace of ur mind for ur own sake!! argh~
She's so fake caz she the type of gurl that acts nicely and friendly in front of others but actuali is plotting something evil behind. She can be reali inquisitive that i hate her. And we r totally from different world~ She has her childish principles while i'm more to mature type and i hate those who dun think before they talk ( wat's ur brain for?? )
She's a back-stabber caz all the gurls in house had been back-stabbed by her. Can u imagine someone like tat?! When we were sitting around chatting, she will definitetly talk bad about one of d gurls ( providing tat she's not among us at tat time ). So i'm 100% positively sure she talks bad about me and lotz of times too. I seldom join their rubbish conversations caz it's a waste of my time. i'd rather chat wif my nan ren or online gaming , anything than listen to her irritating voice! I hate her caz she's d type who doesn't put effort in her studies and rely on others when she's in trouble. F*ck u!! who are u to influence others and making them ur puppets! luckily i have my own piece of mind so i'm on my own.
I juz wanna let out my angers and voice out in writings... caz she's reali a bitch. Forgive me father for scolding her a bitch Amen.
Hahaha~~~ nvr knew i could scold someone until that extent.
What i wanna say is " Get a Life bitches~!!! "
damn it... i so wanna shout this in front of her face! but thn i'm a lady, lady does not say foul words hoho...
Alrite, there's tis gurl, who's my hsmate now in Perth. I hate her because of 3 reasons:
1, She's a bitch.
2, She's so fake.
3, She's a back-stabber
She's a bitch becaz she has annoying voice and everything cm out from her mouth are nonesense and rubbish! She talks like she's the big boss or leader and what makes me digusted is that the other gurls in my unit actuali like her and follow watever she says~ damn! can u gurls be more like dogs?? or bitches?? Have a pieace of ur mind for ur own sake!! argh~
She's so fake caz she the type of gurl that acts nicely and friendly in front of others but actuali is plotting something evil behind. She can be reali inquisitive that i hate her. And we r totally from different world~ She has her childish principles while i'm more to mature type and i hate those who dun think before they talk ( wat's ur brain for?? )
She's a back-stabber caz all the gurls in house had been back-stabbed by her. Can u imagine someone like tat?! When we were sitting around chatting, she will definitetly talk bad about one of d gurls ( providing tat she's not among us at tat time ). So i'm 100% positively sure she talks bad about me and lotz of times too. I seldom join their rubbish conversations caz it's a waste of my time. i'd rather chat wif my nan ren or online gaming , anything than listen to her irritating voice! I hate her caz she's d type who doesn't put effort in her studies and rely on others when she's in trouble. F*ck u!! who are u to influence others and making them ur puppets! luckily i have my own piece of mind so i'm on my own.
I juz wanna let out my angers and voice out in writings... caz she's reali a bitch. Forgive me father for scolding her a bitch Amen.
Hahaha~~~ nvr knew i could scold someone until that extent.
Friday, November 14, 2008
Thank You Nan ren 4 d Keroro! muaks~!
Ta-da!!!! Keroro hereby announce a Big-Bang-News to whoever out there, on behalf of hamchipeng: She's Coming Back~!!! kero-kero-kero..... 16/11/08, sunday, 9pm will reach Kuching!!!! this time, she's gonna stay back for a month or more, thn back to Miri and after that around February, she's goin~~~~~~ To PERTH!!! yes, tat's rite, it's her final year in uni~!!!
Guys in Perth, wait for me a, i'm flying.... there soon~~~ ohohohoho~~ kero-kero-kero...
Till then, muaks! i'm gonna lay back n hibernate starting from now.... play as hard as i can, n shop as broke as i can... life's but a brief candle... ( hohohohoho.. )
Wednesday, October 08, 2008
Good Life and Praise the Lord!
Yuhoo~~~ it's me again~!! hehe, kinda free 2day so i'm gotta update my blog.
Here're some updates for month september - october. I went to the Curtin Masquarade Prom which was held at eastwood valley. i was so excited~~ caz it's d first masquarade prom i ever attended to!! hahaa... i gt a black mask while my nan ren gt a silver mask... my nan ren's so gud-looking~!!! hehe... the prom was ok~ better than the previous prom... the food was ok too... bt i din reali enjoy it~~ bt anyhow, it was a memorable night with my nan ren.
Next, it's our 1st brunei trip 2gether~~!!! me n my nan ren went to brunei for 3 days and 2 nights. We went to KB and bandar. Guezz wat, nthg mch happened~~ we had a great time 2gether, sight-seeing and some shoppings too. And! the most enjoyable part will be sushi dinner at Escapet~~( izzit d rite spelling? ) woah, even my nan ren was so delighted with the wonderful meal~ also, a short 'gathering' with my aunts and cousins... thanks for the hospitality! hehe... And now, some pictures to show off~!
B4 the grand ball, we had wines during our wait~~
Me n my nan ren in masks~~ nice rite?
couple pic~! i like this pic... hehe
left to right: nan ren, crystal (cousin) and me! in Brunei.
one billionth barrel monument in Brunei
Here're some updates for month september - october. I went to the Curtin Masquarade Prom which was held at eastwood valley. i was so excited~~ caz it's d first masquarade prom i ever attended to!! hahaa... i gt a black mask while my nan ren gt a silver mask... my nan ren's so gud-looking~!!! hehe... the prom was ok~ better than the previous prom... the food was ok too... bt i din reali enjoy it~~ bt anyhow, it was a memorable night with my nan ren.
Next, it's our 1st brunei trip 2gether~~!!! me n my nan ren went to brunei for 3 days and 2 nights. We went to KB and bandar. Guezz wat, nthg mch happened~~ we had a great time 2gether, sight-seeing and some shoppings too. And! the most enjoyable part will be sushi dinner at Escapet~~( izzit d rite spelling? ) woah, even my nan ren was so delighted with the wonderful meal~ also, a short 'gathering' with my aunts and cousins... thanks for the hospitality! hehe... And now, some pictures to show off~!
B4 the grand ball, we had wines during our wait~~
Me n my nan ren in masks~~ nice rite?
couple pic~! i like this pic... hehe
left to right: nan ren, crystal (cousin) and me! in Brunei.
one billionth barrel monument in BruneiSunday, September 21, 2008
Love talks
"Love is friendship set on fire." - unknown
"Love is an ideal thing, marriage a real thing." - Goethe
"To be in love is merely to be in a state of perceptual anesthesia." - H.L. Mencken
"Love is everything it's cracked up to be. That's why people are so cynical about it...It really is worth fighting for, risking everything for. And the trouble is, if you don't risk everything, you risk even more." - Erica Jong
"Sometimes love is stronger than a man's convictions." - Isaac Bashevis Singer
"Love is the master key that opens the gates of happiness." - Oliver Wendell Holmes
"Maybe love is like luck. You have to go all the way to find it." - Robert Mitchum
"Love stretches your heart and makes you big inside." - Margaret Walker
"Love has no awareness of merit or demerit; it has no scale... Love loves; this is its nature." - Howard Thurman
"Love is like war: Easy to begin but hard to end." - Anonymous
"Love consists in this, that two solitudes protect and touch and greet each other." - Rainer Maria Rilke
"Where love is, no room is too small." - Talmud
"Loves makes your soul crawl out from its hiding place." - Zora Neale Hurston
"Love is the irresistible desire to be irresistibly desired." - Mark Twain
"To love is to receive a glimpse of heaven." - Karen Sunde
"A love song is just a caress set to music." - Sigmund Romberg
"Love is an act of endless forgiveness, a tender look which becomes a habit." - Peter Ustinov
"Love is like a violin. The music may stop now and then, but the strings remain forever." - unknown
"Love is the only sane and satisfactory answer to the problem of human existence." - Erich Fromm
"In the final analysis, love is the only reflection of man's worth." - Bill Wundram, Iowa Quad Cities Times
"Love doesn't make the world go round, love is what makes the ride worthwhile." - Elizabeth Browning
"Love is an ideal thing, marriage a real thing." - Goethe
"To be in love is merely to be in a state of perceptual anesthesia." - H.L. Mencken
"Love is everything it's cracked up to be. That's why people are so cynical about it...It really is worth fighting for, risking everything for. And the trouble is, if you don't risk everything, you risk even more." - Erica Jong
"Sometimes love is stronger than a man's convictions." - Isaac Bashevis Singer
"Love is the master key that opens the gates of happiness." - Oliver Wendell Holmes
"Maybe love is like luck. You have to go all the way to find it." - Robert Mitchum
"Love stretches your heart and makes you big inside." - Margaret Walker
"Love has no awareness of merit or demerit; it has no scale... Love loves; this is its nature." - Howard Thurman
"Love is like war: Easy to begin but hard to end." - Anonymous
"Love consists in this, that two solitudes protect and touch and greet each other." - Rainer Maria Rilke
"Where love is, no room is too small." - Talmud
"Loves makes your soul crawl out from its hiding place." - Zora Neale Hurston
"Love is the irresistible desire to be irresistibly desired." - Mark Twain
"To love is to receive a glimpse of heaven." - Karen Sunde
"A love song is just a caress set to music." - Sigmund Romberg
"Love is an act of endless forgiveness, a tender look which becomes a habit." - Peter Ustinov
"Love is like a violin. The music may stop now and then, but the strings remain forever." - unknown
"Love is the only sane and satisfactory answer to the problem of human existence." - Erich Fromm
"In the final analysis, love is the only reflection of man's worth." - Bill Wundram, Iowa Quad Cities Times
"Love doesn't make the world go round, love is what makes the ride worthwhile." - Elizabeth Browning
Monday, September 01, 2008
Awesome Week free!!!
Hey hey~~ it's been a while since i last updated my blog~~~ well, here i am feeling kinda bored n decided to blog.
Hehe... i went to Sibu for a 4days3nights retreat camp organized by VCF ( a christian club from Curtin ) with my nan ren. The theme was 'God's Promise', and you know what, it's an amazing camp! we had great speaker with us, sharing and preaching God's words and also fun activities. By the way, i was the treasurer for the camp and therefore i HAD to go~~~
Again, i'm lazy to illustrate the details during the camp but i'll show some pics!!! haha... Pictures tell stories~~~ oh ya! and after we came back from the camp, we had a pleasant dinner at Siamese Restaurant. What a wondeful week free~~!! hooray~~~ and yeah, sch starts 2mr... sux...hehe, anyhow, enjoy the pics~!
(Me n nan ren at Siamese Reataurant)
Chicken breast with Pandaramen Cheese ( not sure what it called but the dish was fantastic!)
Group photo taken at Sibu Methodist Church ( i look terrible! )
the building behind is San Yan, which is where the only Parkson situated... Sibu is such a small town afterall~~~
A picture taken at the camp with our respectable speaker, Pastor Ong
Look closely... yes, it's real!!! 2 rainbows after the rain!! an amazing sight~~ taken on the way back to Miri. God's Promise.... Praise the Lord!
Hehe... i went to Sibu for a 4days3nights retreat camp organized by VCF ( a christian club from Curtin ) with my nan ren. The theme was 'God's Promise', and you know what, it's an amazing camp! we had great speaker with us, sharing and preaching God's words and also fun activities. By the way, i was the treasurer for the camp and therefore i HAD to go~~~
Again, i'm lazy to illustrate the details during the camp but i'll show some pics!!! haha... Pictures tell stories~~~ oh ya! and after we came back from the camp, we had a pleasant dinner at Siamese Restaurant. What a wondeful week free~~!! hooray~~~ and yeah, sch starts 2mr... sux...hehe, anyhow, enjoy the pics~!
(Me n nan ren at Siamese Reataurant)
Chicken breast with Pandaramen Cheese ( not sure what it called but the dish was fantastic!)
Group photo taken at Sibu Methodist Church ( i look terrible! )
the building behind is San Yan, which is where the only Parkson situated... Sibu is such a small town afterall~~~
A picture taken at the camp with our respectable speaker, Pastor Ong
Look closely... yes, it's real!!! 2 rainbows after the rain!! an amazing sight~~ taken on the way back to Miri. God's Promise.... Praise the Lord!
Sunday, July 20, 2008
My Holiday
wuuu~~ i'm bck to Miri... my semester break is over~~ and thinkin of nxt sem makes me wanna cry~~~ oh well, u cn't avoid d unavoidable... haiz; then again, i'm glad to be bck here again caz i get to see my nan ren!!!! yeah~~!!! muaks~~~ luv ya sooo mch!
hmm... my holiday was ok, i did quite a lot of things, i try my best to untilize my time, i ate a lot, i hang out wif my old frens.... in short, i had a great holiday!
hehe... i'm lazy to type so i'll post some pics instead. hav fun enjoyin d pics^^
My cousins n i (left to right : my sis, joanne, me, lesley )
My sis n my cute little cousin, crystal
hehe... My nan ren n i at Damai Beach
woohoo~~ Rainforest music festival 2008
A lot of ppl...reali~~
hmm... my holiday was ok, i did quite a lot of things, i try my best to untilize my time, i ate a lot, i hang out wif my old frens.... in short, i had a great holiday!
hehe... i'm lazy to type so i'll post some pics instead. hav fun enjoyin d pics^^
My cousins n i (left to right : my sis, joanne, me, lesley )
My sis n my cute little cousin, crystal
hehe... My nan ren n i at Damai Beach
woohoo~~ Rainforest music festival 2008
A lot of ppl...reali~~
from left to right : Ian, Ky, yee ung, raymond ( working as security at the rainforest music festival )
Thursday, July 03, 2008
HaPpy BiRtHdaY DiaNa!!!!
Yo gurl~~~~ hehe... paiseh lar cn't celebrate ur birthday caz dunno who ler so stingy, dun wanna hold a party... so no celebration lor~~ plus, i dun wanna be a huge light bulb...hehe... u-knw-what~~~ so, in d end, i decided to post my blessings n birthday wishes in my blog~~ see, i'm so nice~~!so...erm... happy 20th birthday n muaks~~~! hamchipeng's special delivery kisses.... ( ltr nofear kill me e ) hohoho^^
p/s: HAVE A WONDERFUL N BLESSING BIRTHDAY^^ GOD BLESS.
Friday, June 06, 2008
i juz wanna love you
yo yo yo!!! suddenli feel like to write smthg... hmm.... i shuld hav updated my blog sooner...caz.... it's half of the year oredy... boh bien, i live my life to the fullest n utilize my time well.. so i'm always bz...bz wif gaming, watch anime/drama, daydreaming, pak tok....oh finally, i study too.
ngaiti~~~ if u guys knw, there's this fren of ours tat always write dwn her love life wif her hubby...so i also wanna write smthg about me n him...hohoho...
nan ren~~~~ I LOVE YOU....i love you i miss you i need you i want you..... every second we spent together is precious to me, every night i dream of you n makes me feel wanna xxoo u... hohoho! nan ren, it's fun to be wif u caz we r both crazy ppl~~~ we do crazy thgs n say crazy thgs...we r meant to be wif each other~!!! we r one~~!!! hooray~~~~ huu~~~~~ muacks~~~~~
..... i hereby declare that i am madly in love with this guy by the name of Tie Yee Ung~~~ nan ren, i knw u wanna kiss me now caz u're so touched... hohoho, i'm waiting....
lastly, GOOD LUCK IN OUR FINAL EXAMS~~~~!!!!
ngaiti~~~ if u guys knw, there's this fren of ours tat always write dwn her love life wif her hubby...so i also wanna write smthg about me n him...hohoho...
nan ren~~~~ I LOVE YOU....i love you i miss you i need you i want you..... every second we spent together is precious to me, every night i dream of you n makes me feel wanna xxoo u... hohoho! nan ren, it's fun to be wif u caz we r both crazy ppl~~~ we do crazy thgs n say crazy thgs...we r meant to be wif each other~!!! we r one~~!!! hooray~~~~ huu~~~~~ muacks~~~~~
..... i hereby declare that i am madly in love with this guy by the name of Tie Yee Ung~~~ nan ren, i knw u wanna kiss me now caz u're so touched... hohoho, i'm waiting....
lastly, GOOD LUCK IN OUR FINAL EXAMS~~~~!!!!
Saturday, May 24, 2008
A love poem dedicated to ME from HIM~
Nan ren Copyright (C) 2008
There is a girl,
that makes me crazed,
that makes me sad,
that makes me happy,
that makes me feel helpless;
but yet raise me up high.
She is a girl, in my eyes,
that has the smile of mona lisa,
as illuminating as the bright morning sun;
the beauty of ten thousand women,
eye catching as any supermodel.
Yieng Shuang,
as beautiful as the name is,
nothing compares to the real person that she is,
for her voice echos,
her tears flow with sincerity,
her joy contagious,
drowning when being with her.
For,
every time I see her face,
every time she smiles in front of me,
every time I kiss her lips,
My love grows all the while.
Lucky am i to walk the earth,
knowing that I have your love,
Loving you is more easy now,
Loving without holding back
Yesterday, Today and Forever
My love for you will not cease,
My heart you forever stole
and forever yours to keep.
Muacks!!
~~ Dedicated to my love, Yieng Shuang ~~
p/s: my nan ren's so talented tat i wanna xxoo him hohoho!!
There is a girl,
that makes me crazed,
that makes me sad,
that makes me happy,
that makes me feel helpless;
but yet raise me up high.
She is a girl, in my eyes,
that has the smile of mona lisa,
as illuminating as the bright morning sun;
the beauty of ten thousand women,
eye catching as any supermodel.
Yieng Shuang,
as beautiful as the name is,
nothing compares to the real person that she is,
for her voice echos,
her tears flow with sincerity,
her joy contagious,
drowning when being with her.
For,
every time I see her face,
every time she smiles in front of me,
every time I kiss her lips,
My love grows all the while.
Lucky am i to walk the earth,
knowing that I have your love,
Loving you is more easy now,
Loving without holding back
Yesterday, Today and Forever
My love for you will not cease,
My heart you forever stole
and forever yours to keep.
Muacks!!
~~ Dedicated to my love, Yieng Shuang ~~
p/s: my nan ren's so talented tat i wanna xxoo him hohoho!!
Saturday, April 12, 2008
life's sux!
kao! i reali nid to blog this!!!! Curtin's system sooooo damn chu!!!
i had an exam today n it's a lab test which means the exam's is computerized. Ok, so this is wat happened~~
the exam's supposed to start at 12.30pm and the lecturer told us during the previous lecture tat he would put up the name lists on the computer labs' doors so we know whch room we are in.
At around 12.20pm, all d students had arrived n standing outside waiting... then few minutes ltr, our beloved lecturer appeared wif a stack of pprs. also, a technician was wif him too....
Then, the technician went to d 1st lab to do her 'stuff - u knw, to lock the pcs' programs n all~~
haha! aftr tat, our lecturer wnt to the nxt door...shit! the door's locked!!! nvm, he said he'll cm bck in no time~~ ok ok, we waited..
hoho... then finally the guard cm in wif d keys n opened d door, n left. meanwhile, the technican juz fin wif the programming stuff... ( note that: she did it one by one!!! kao!!! do u knw hw many students r there???? )
fine! the time was 12.45 i think...n fnally the 2nd lab's ok to be used...n nxt, the 3rd computer lab which was also my lab to be in.
kao! it's locked!!! then our beloved lecturer had to go n call up the guard to open d lab door... walao e~~~~! so finally, the technician wnt in n did her stuff.
so, our exam officially started at 1pm or later~~ i dunno... after we have found a sit, we all started to do the questions~~
shit!!! the exam's over bt i thk i'm in deep shit... i juz pray tat i cn pass this exam~~~ o plz god~~~~ sien cin lar... shitty uni!!!
Tat's my day for 2day... n when me n diana were abt to go for dinner, it rained like hell!! shitty weather again~~ oooo.... life in miri sux!!!!
(the above article does not represent on my behalf, therefore no offence... hehe )
i had an exam today n it's a lab test which means the exam's is computerized. Ok, so this is wat happened~~
the exam's supposed to start at 12.30pm and the lecturer told us during the previous lecture tat he would put up the name lists on the computer labs' doors so we know whch room we are in.
At around 12.20pm, all d students had arrived n standing outside waiting... then few minutes ltr, our beloved lecturer appeared wif a stack of pprs. also, a technician was wif him too....
Then, the technician went to d 1st lab to do her 'stuff - u knw, to lock the pcs' programs n all~~
haha! aftr tat, our lecturer wnt to the nxt door...shit! the door's locked!!! nvm, he said he'll cm bck in no time~~ ok ok, we waited..
hoho... then finally the guard cm in wif d keys n opened d door, n left. meanwhile, the technican juz fin wif the programming stuff... ( note that: she did it one by one!!! kao!!! do u knw hw many students r there???? )
fine! the time was 12.45 i think...n fnally the 2nd lab's ok to be used...n nxt, the 3rd computer lab which was also my lab to be in.
kao! it's locked!!! then our beloved lecturer had to go n call up the guard to open d lab door... walao e~~~~! so finally, the technician wnt in n did her stuff.
so, our exam officially started at 1pm or later~~ i dunno... after we have found a sit, we all started to do the questions~~
shit!!! the exam's over bt i thk i'm in deep shit... i juz pray tat i cn pass this exam~~~ o plz god~~~~ sien cin lar... shitty uni!!!
Tat's my day for 2day... n when me n diana were abt to go for dinner, it rained like hell!! shitty weather again~~ oooo.... life in miri sux!!!!
(the above article does not represent on my behalf, therefore no offence... hehe )
Friday, March 28, 2008
Dedicated to ME !
My life n miri... i've been staying here for a year n few months, i never reali like this place but i like the people i met at here. my new frens, loved ones, thgs i seen here n places i gone to... so many memories! i won't forget them n my life in miri.
I never reali miz home..what-so-called homesick,nvr occur on me hehe... caz my time here is filled wif frens, studies, fun n love. However, i reali do miz kch's food.... oh damn! i will learn to cook, n i'm gonna cook lotz of delicacies~~~hehe
p/s: someone's either cursing or missing me now... i sneezed 3 times e!!!
Friday, March 21, 2008
男人！我们都明白^^
女人永远不知道的12件事
※1、女人永远也不知道男人为什么要学会坚强?
因为他们自己知道.他们虽然外表坚强.但内心很脆弱.他们永远想让自己身边的她觉得自己是最棒的.
☆2、女人永远也不知道男人为什么不会轻易掉眼泪?
因为他们自己知道.他们不是不会掉眼泪.只是他明白.一但眼泪掉下来了.这段感也就结束了.
※3、女人永远也不知道男人为什么每次在心烦的时候那么喜欢抽烟?
因为他们自己知道.只有在烟雾中才能忆起他们过去美好的时光来寻求一点心里的平衡.
◇4、女人永远也不知道男人为什么要在分手以后还会对她嘘寒问暖?
因为他们自己知道.他们并不是想跟你做朋友.只是想挽回这段曾经属于他的感情.
※5、女人永远也不知道男人为什么每次在听到她被欺负了会显得那么发狂?
因为他们自己知道.哪怕这次架打输了.躺下了.他也会觉得高兴.因为他们宁愿自己受到伤害.也不愿意看到你哭泣.
☆6、女人永远也不知道男人为什么在分手以后会夜夜买醉?
因为他们知道.如果今晚不麻醉自己.那么今晚只能在思念中度过.
※7. 女人永远也不知道男人为什么每次出门会出手那么大方?
因为他们知道.他们宁愿自己一个人省吃检用.也不愿意你看到你被别人看不起.
☆8.女人永远也不知道男人为什么会那么爱对她发脾气?
因为他们自己知道.对她发脾气并不是不爱她.只是希望她在以后的路上不被别人所欺骗.
☆9.女人永远也不知道男人为什么会那么在意你以前的男朋友?
因为他们自己知道.并不是他们不自信.只是他们害怕有一天你会离他而去.
※10. 女人永远也不知道男人为什么看到你为别人写的日记之后还会那么镇静的听你解释?
因为他们自己知道.自己并不是不想发火.只是希望能从你的口中得知到底是他重要还是别人重要?
☆11、女人永远也不知道男人为什么不对她说我爱你⒊个字?
因为他们知道.并不是不想说.只是他们自己明白.⒈万句我爱你用在身上也不够.
※12. 女人永远也不知道男人为什么会跑到这里来发贴?
因为他们知道.希望有一天这贴能被你看见.以此来证明你对他的不理解.只有他自己心里明白.这贴要是没人回的话.很快便会消失了.你更不知道一个男人的幸福生活来之不易，那是他将每一个看过的贴子都顶了的缘故。
如果你不能为你心爱的女人穿上嫁衣，请停下你解她衣扣的手…朋友，如果你想拥有这样的幸福，如果你想跟那个使你幸福的人白头偕老，要回帖哦！幸福不久就将降临。愿天下有情人终成眷属.当你们看到这贴时心里最想的那个人也就是你们最爱的那个人！
Saturday, March 08, 2008
Check tis out!
Yo guyz!! hehe~~ this time i'm gonna post a blog which has nothing to do with me but others. keke, actually i found this blog thru Diana caz her cousin's in tat dance group too... yep! i'm posting a Dance group called God Soul, 神魂 and this group of professionals are from Kuching! hooray for kuchiang~~ i'm posting their blog becaz they deserved our supports, oh hell, i never seen dancers who are as good as them... they're averagely nice looking n good bodies...plus their moves are quite admirable but still, need some improvements... well, at least better than our chmsn1's dance club...walao! i also can dance mar~~~duh! ( sure kenak cursed hoho )Please support them... in monetary terms or like me, advertise for them... if you wanna watch their performances, go to youtube or their blog ---- http://god-soul.com
p/s: i have to admit tat they're all good looking...haha~ and they dance well.
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